I have no excuses. I'm simply bad at keeping
, in touch. And I've been hanging out with Mike a lot. Hard to blog with your boyfriend around.
So. Updates.
Peri; you were right. it is way too soon to move in together. we both had started freaking out a little bit, but trying to hide it from the other lol. I told him I wanted him to ask me to live with him because he wants to have that experience with me, and not because something came up and it would be convenient. I also told him I was apprehensive because when I lived with Greg, it was a horrible experience. He admitted he wasn't really ready either and boom. Back to our normal fun relationship. :)
I'm currently maintaining my weight of 204 or 205 even though I'm not on Ideal Protein anymore. I'm pretty sure I'm going to gain a butt load of weight in the next couple of weeks though. this weekend is my birthday and a ball tournament, and next weekend Mike and his roommate and I are going to Calgary for that wedding. I'm going to try to eat good on both weekends but sometimes road trips are hard.
Mike has seen me cry now officially. we've been dating including the on/off part, for almost a year now (all serious for 4 months, though it feels like it's been longer), and in all that time he has never seen me cry. on Wednesday we hung out after a ball game, and we did that thing where we have sex like right before I go home which really irritates me because it makes me feel like a hooker. normally I would just be a little bit grumpy about it and point out that I really don't like this but my birthday is always hard for me because my mom was the only one in my family whoever gave a crap or remembered it. when he went to drive me home I started leaking from my eyes. he asked me what was wrong and would not stop until I told him. in fact he made me get back into the truck. He was so good about it, he didn't have his work clothes so he couldn't stay over but said he would come over the next night even though it was a work night. he said he wanted me to tell him when I'm feeling sad and not just hide it and he rubbed my back until I was feeling better and offered to do the chores I had put on hold. He always manages to surprise me I'm really not used to a man actually trying to make me feel better when I'm crying. sure Greg and Billy help me when I cried , but I always felt like they just want it to be over already. and they never offered to put sheets on my bed or move my laundry to the dryer or anything like that.
Enough about that though. mike is going with Layton after work to pick up my birthday card. I can't wait to see what they come up with.
I work at the clinic almost everyday now. at first it was nice, but my boss really sucks at her job and that makes it really hard to do my job efficiently. I'm keeping my eye out for something better in the meantime but this one is pretty sweet hour wise and seniority wise for me.
That's all for now, I'm on my way to work.
Love you all, sorry for not being better at this.
Xoxo Nessa
