Sunday smiles :)

Today is my last day of 800-1000 calories. Next week will be tough. I love peanut butter. A LOT. And there are a lot of calories in it. Arg.

Here's my board from this week. I'm excited to erase it all and see what happens next week.

Lobster fest wasn't as much of a cheat as I thought it would be, though it was def more calories than I probably anticipated. But it was all protein (lobster and steak) and a little cup of cole slaw. 1 scoop of ice cream with some kind of caramel sauce on it. I shared mine with Mike. I made mike "make it not look at me anymore" because whole lobsters still uggy me out a bit. He did it without complaining :D such a good boyfriend. We stayed for a little bit of the social, but the music was lame. Ended up going hit tubbing for a bit until I was falling asleep. Then Mike had to take my drunk and tired ass home :) but he didn't complain. Good man.

Sunday was alright eating wise.  went for supper at Mike's parents place. Perogies, turkey, potatoes, salad and angel food cake for dessert. We stayed there until 8ish? Maybe later. And after we left I decided we needed to get ice cream cuz fatty likes to eat. Ugh. Just left his place now and I haven't worked out yet :( but midnight is a bit late so I'll do it before work tomorrow morning. :) I'd better because I'll be too tired to do it after yoga lol.

Alright. Here we go. One week of 700-900 calories to ease me into my ideal caloric range. Fingers crossed wish me luck!

Challenge starts today!

If you're doing our get moving challenge, better get on that shit!

Yoga ouchies and food hate. . . . AND A CHALLENGE

Tuesday - 213.8
1060 calories, done by 7:30. That was until at 9:15 I became a raging monster. The kind who binges on EVERYTHING..... so far I have consumed 2 plain rice cakes, 1 with peanut butter (less than a tablespoon), and 1 with a bit of honey on it. That should hold the monsters at bay? Currently brewing a pot of "Ultraspice Chai Tea". Shhhhhh tummy. Everything will be ok.

Tuesday
Soooo sore from yoga yesterday. the back bends were crazy, and it was silly of me to push myself the way I did. But I never want to be the girl in a yoga class where someone looks over and thinks "silly fat girl, no wonder you can only bend that far". Don't even pretend like it doesn't happen. There was a rather rotund woman next to me, and I was totally measuring myself against her. But she had those tiny little stick legs to support her round torso. *sigh* If I at least had those legs to start with, I wouldn't hate myself nearly as much.

Wednesday - 214.3
About 1200 calories today. Went over, but I was reeeeeeally hungry after my 6km walk. No excuse. I know. *sigh* but I will make up for it! See below!! Trying to drink more water, Yeesh, this is hard.
Wednesday
Not sore anymore. Hooray! Hollee had to bail on our walk this afternoon, but I still went!!!! Even though I hated every minute of it (I am horny and grumpy). I have tried to hang out with Mike like every day this week. Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh. So frustrating. Monday he had pool. Tuesday, he said he had "chores to do". Today I asked him if he wanted to come for a walk, since Hollee couldn't. He had to buy prizes for pool tomorrow, and then he had Kinsmen. Finally at like 10 to 9 I texted
Nessa "Mike".
He was like "ya".
I said "I'm horny"
and he replied......... "Of course you are.".
I was like "what does that mean??? i'm not aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalways horny".
he was like "haha. I was at a meeting tonight, lucky i had my phone off."
I said "I sent it at 8:48. i figured kinsmen would be done by then. but i'm still offended ;P"
Mike "we had a long meeting"
Me "still offended"
Mike "really?"
Me "No. Not really. But tone is definitely hard to interpret through a text. Like "of course you are *f $!@&n horny bitch* or "of course you are *I'm so tired of your ridiculous sex drive* , or "of course you are" *I wanna put my dick in you*"
Mike "I'm sorry for the miscommunication".

Yeesh. Boys are dumb. So are men. He's coming over tomorrow after pool. I have yoga from 6-7, then have to pop in at a going away party. But the moment he texts me after pool I'm there.


Alright. And now onto the challenge!@!!!!

Sooooo, I've been having a hard time getting motivated to do anything. Because I'm lazy, and lardy. These 2 things seem to go hand in hand. I have a friend.... Patient X for now, who also is into trying new things and working out etc.  We have devised a challenge!
Each week, one of us will pick a workout, and BOOM. Instant motivation. This Challenge is a Friday-Thursday challenge, meaning every new workout comes out on a Friday. I figure this will beat the weekend laziness that sometimes happens.
The first workout will be a selection from the Blogilates series. To be completed Friday, Sunday, Tuesday, Thursday. If you want to be in on the reminder email/text list, lemme know!  (email is at the bottom of this post)

Yes I realize a lot of you probably do harder workouts than this, but moving is moving and we all have to start somewhere! Tomorrow I have yoga, then BOOM. Friday. Challenge is on!

Here's the workout: (sorry it's a screen shot from my phone)

This is good. This will be good.

Peace out y'all.
XOXO Nessa!

PS. I'm reading through blogs I've fallen behind on, and then cycling back to the ones I feel compelled to comment on. Sorry I'm so bad at keeping up.

My email address: wordsfromanaspiringhuman@gmail.com