So much news.

I have no excuses. I'm simply bad at keeping
, in touch.  And I've been hanging out with Mike a lot.  Hard to blog with your boyfriend around.

So.  Updates. 

Peri; you were right. it is way too soon to move in together. we both had started freaking out a little bit, but trying to hide it from the other lol. I told him I wanted him to ask me to live with him because he wants to have that experience with me, and not because something came up and it would be convenient. I also told him I was apprehensive because when I lived with Greg,  it was a horrible experience. He admitted he wasn't really ready either and boom.  Back to our normal fun relationship. :)

I'm currently maintaining my weight of 204 or 205 even though I'm not on Ideal Protein anymore. I'm pretty sure I'm going to gain a butt load of weight in the next couple of weeks though. this weekend is my birthday and a ball tournament, and next weekend Mike and his roommate and I are going to Calgary for that wedding. I'm going to try to eat good on both weekends but sometimes road trips are hard.

Mike has seen me cry now officially. we've been dating including the on/off part, for almost a year now (all serious for 4 months, though it feels like it's been longer), and in all that time he has never seen me cry. on Wednesday we hung out after a ball game, and we did that thing where we have sex like right before I go home which really irritates me because it makes me feel like a hooker. normally I would just be a little bit grumpy about it and point out that I really don't like this but my birthday is always hard for me because my mom was the only one in my family whoever gave a crap or remembered it. when he went to drive me home I started leaking from my eyes. he asked me what was wrong and would not stop until I told him. in fact he made me get back into the truck. He was so good about it, he didn't have his work clothes so he couldn't stay over but said he would come over the next night even though it was a work night. he said he wanted me to tell him when I'm feeling sad and not just hide it and he rubbed my back until I was feeling better and offered to do the chores I had put on hold. He always manages to surprise me I'm really not used to a man actually trying to make me feel better when I'm crying. sure Greg and Billy help me when I cried , but I always felt like they just want it to be over already. and they never offered to put sheets on my bed or move my laundry to the dryer or anything like that.

Enough about that though. mike is going with Layton after work to pick up my birthday card. I can't wait to see what they come up with.

I work at the clinic almost everyday now. at first it was nice, but my boss really sucks at her job and that makes it really hard to do my job efficiently. I'm keeping my eye out for something better in the meantime but this one is pretty sweet hour wise and seniority wise for me.

That's all for now, I'm on my way to work.

Love you all, sorry for not being better at this.
Xoxo Nessa

Whaaaaat....

Yes Peri.  Twas I with my bunny on a leash!

Also......  Le boyfriend just asked me to live with him......  Whoa. I'm excited but cautiously so. Ridiculously happy he wants to. I've dropped hints about getting a roommate to cut costs but I didn't think he liked me this much. :D I think we might go look at a house on Friday. Whoa. Just whoa.

So fricken busy all the time!!!

Well I'm a huge jerk and haven't commented on anything like I said I would.

Peri - I love the idea of putting the two of them in a cage!!!! GENIUS

Also, sorry I haven't written in forever. Here's a quick up to date:

I currently weigh 205 pounds. I am down 13 pounds since I started Ideal Protein at the end of May. I'm phasing back into "normal" eating right now because I have a busy summer coming up. (I'll get to that in a bit). And Ideal protein is FUCKING EXPENSIVE. I can't afford $90 a week plus meat and veggies. Not without any sub teacher wages. I'm so hard up, half my ginormous tax refund is gone.

So I went for a run on Thursday. I am going to do couch to 5k again this summer. I didn't quit early, but running sucked a little. Wanted to go for a run on the weekend but it absolutely poured rain.I'd also like to get into a good gym routine, like actually lifting and shit. If anybody has any suggestions, lemme know.

Last weekend was the first ball tournament of the summer! I didn't drink. It was my 3rd weekend not drinking. It hadn't bothered me until that weekend. I really wanted a beer lol. I wanted to get tipsy and silly with Mike :) He's still a super sweet heart. Putting his arm around me when we're at his friends house, kissing me in public, especially when he's had a couple beer in him.

This weekend was great! We made so many plans :) In July he's going to a wedding in Calgary. I'm going with him! We planned a little bit of that trip this weekend. He came with me to the dodge dealership to help me look at cars. I'm trying to trade my lease in before the Calgary trip!! There's an autopac claim on it right now though, since someone hit my vehicle :( But that'll get all fixed up and I won't have to worry about it. The car that he helped me pick out... is the same colour as his new truck. Lame! lol.  What else? Ummmmm, we started talking about the wedding he's coming with me to in August. We're going to camp to save money! What an adventure that will be! My birthday is coming up! Aaaaaand I'm planning to get my nipples pierced :D Mike might pay for it for my birthday, though I told him $120 is a pretty steep birthday present.

He's getting so much better at asking me to do things. We went to our ball game suuuuuuuuuuuuper early on Friday and he was all "wanna go to the drive in?" which is extra sweet because he hates the drive in here. The sun sets so late that they have to start it when it's not quite dark out. And he also suggested we go camping! Which I mentioned a couple of times, but didn't think it would happen. He was all "We should go camping on an island. It'll probably just be us". Awwwww. boating out to an island to camp for a couple of days. Romantic :D

This weekend was great. There was the drive in on Friday after our ball game (which we won! Our first win of the season. 22-3). Saturday we had a BBQ to go to. Went there. Stopped at his friends place across the street. When we came back to the BBQ, which had progressed into a party.... fucking Clayton was there!!!!! Like what the hell. I was walking behind Mike up the driveway, and he said hello to him first, then said hi to me, and did a double take looking at Mike after he saw me. Hahahahhhaah. Clayton's a skinny fucker. Mike works out. We walked into the party, and Mike very calmly asked me, as we continued to walk nonchalantly through the crowd, if we should head home. I agreed. It's not him being there that bothered me, it's the fact that I was a little bit stoned, and if he was there, that meant there was probably coke somewhere. And I didn't feel like being at that kind of party. We went to the gas station by my place for munchies (for Mike. I'm still being good even though I'm phasing out) then went home and cuddled and just talked for like an hour :) I love our late night, weekend pillow talk.

This evening I took Daisy for a walk. hahahahah. It was the worst pet walk ever. She just hopped around the car a few times, then decided to hide under it. I took pictures but my phone is being retarded and won't let me publish them on here. 

Oh, and here's a pic of me on Friday evening. It showcases how my face is slimming out a bit. I no longer have a muffin top in ANY of my jeans, aaaand the green jacket I'm wearing in this picture does up around my hips, and when I got it, I had to hike it up a bit. This morning when Mike and I went for breakfast, I asked him if I looked alright, and he said "you look great". :D Ok, enough boy gushing.

Night Night.
Nessa

Hair down, ew. I swear I was rocking the cute messy bun though.