Thursday, May 26, 2011

I'm bleeding!!! (you hear that... bears!)

A normal period... could it be??? It started yesterday but it's a nice normal looking flow.... no strangeness down there. Sooooo what can I assume from this? My geographical location (latitudinally specific) changes my cycle?

Fingers crossed that this ends in a week!!! I would be sooooooooooooo excited, like crapping my pants excited.

I'm soooooooooooooo tired... and I've been eating like a cow... but I haven't gained any weight. I think it's because i've been running up and down band rooms stairs all day for half a day every day, and then dancing with my kids. yeah, one of my music classrooms is a band room also. With those nice carpeted stairs! and the band kids move all of their chairs when they're done so the little kids I teach can have the space to move around! It's awesome. At my other (read: ghetto) school, there is a classroom. There is barely enough space to make a circle and a whole bunch of wasted space. And the kids are a strange bunch. I literally spent a whole class waiting for the 6th graders to stfu!!!! After a bajillion warnings, it was like every time i started to talk... they thought it was a great time to open their mouths.... as if I'm not going to hear them? Like they're hiding behind my voice. 6th grade is definitely a strange year.

Greg is coming into Flin Flon tomorrow!!! His bus arrives at 7am, so I'll go pick him up, drop him at our hotel (ooooooooooooOOooo ;) oh wait I have my period F**K) and then go to school. My afternoon is pretty slack. There's a talent show at super awesome school so i won't have to teach at all. After the talent show there is a nature walk. Hopefully Greg will be there for that. It would be nice to walk in the sun with the staff and students and Greg. :) I don't think it would be out of line?? But part of me doesn't care if it is. It's not like the kids won't see us around town together. I literally ran into a half dozen of my kids walking from one end of main street to the subway (I'm still crashing at a friend's place... and her fridge is like stuffed to the brim packed, so i don't have any supper food). I really shouldn't be eating supper... I A) cannot afford it until tomorrow when my paycheque is deposited and B) need to cut down on the amount of food I'm eating. *FEEL SATIATED THEN STOP* Do NOT pass that point and stuff yourself. Why can't  I just do that?

Anyway. I'm going to pack oatmeal for lunches over the weekend while I prep my music room(s) and draft my African Drum unit.  I'm so fuckingtiredijustwanttosleepandwakeupjuly1...aka the day i don't have to teach any more for this school year. I need to get some MAJOR planning done this summer so I don't have to stay after school/go in at 7:30 like I have been/go in on Saturday and Sunday.

So with that, I'm going to sleep.

No pictures tonight... not that it matters. Like 2 or 3 people read my blog anyway :P So to those special few... I apologize. I'll make up for it later. (but probably not, because I'm a big empty space full of broken promises) wow that sounded really negative but it wasn't meant to be. :)

Ni-Night.
XOXO ~Nessa
9 hours until I see my Greggy-poo. :)

4 comments:

  1. I still read your blog!!! I just don't post anything much anymore because I am sooooooooo busy all the time. Glad you are liking your new location :)

    xx

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  2. I read your blog still :) i just have exams and stuff so i feel like i should read in a rush and go back to revision lol. Glad youre liking Flin Flon (thats an amazing name for a place haha) dont worry about your eating, it'll stabilize once your get used to the place :) x

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  3. Have a great weekend with Greg!


    Do you want to do 5k training with me? It is pretty motivating. I picked this one http://www.coolrunning.com/engine/2/2_3/181.shtml

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  4. I'm happy you are enjoying things out there.
    Flin Flon makes me think of Churchill like there is polar bears roaming around so reading the title made me laugh a lot lmao

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