Saturday, June 25, 2011

I think I have an answer

Sorry for the bajillion posts today.... It came to me in the car as I was driving. I can't be sure I'm making this compromise because I actually want to, or because I'm afraid to hurt him. I think for this to be realistic, it needs to be a flat out break up. Going on a break until a certain time... seems pointless. I think this is what I need to tell him. God this is going to be hard. Luckily he doesn't get phone time very often.
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3 comments:

  1. little rockJune 25, 2011 at 10:41 PM

    Heya,
    after your last two entries I wrote out this massive comment that stupidly got deleted because my computer had a meh and shut down half way thru. *shakes fists at stupid computer*. Pretty much tho what I was going to say was stick with you initial instincts. It's scary to end things then be plunged into a world where you feel like you're suddenly alone, you instinctively start clawing back for the thing that makes you feel less alone, or what you think will make you feel less alone, in your case compromising with Greg to work towards getting your relationship back on track. But all you need to do is think back to how you've actually been feeling, have you not still felt alone and isolated from Greg while you were together?? I'm glad you've come to this conclusion on the way home, other wise you just swing back and forth in an endless hope that one day it might work.
    This situation sucks but it sounds like at the end of the day you know what's best in the long run. You're a strong confident woman and you're going to be ok :)

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  2. Snave87June 26, 2011 at 2:27 AM

    Thanks so much for your comment. I just wrote an epic blog post for the first time in ages. I just decided today that it really is actually over for my boyfriend and I. I just stopped crying. I can't believe we are in the same boat almost. I'm sending you so much love and strength through my computer screen!! I think you are making the right choice. I think I am too. But I can't help feeling this horrible sort of grief :(

    Love you xxx

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  3. AnonymousJune 26, 2011 at 12:27 PM

    you always need to do what is right for YOU. you have to live with yourself at the end of the day. I just want you to be happy. (:

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