VLOG! ... er maybe not

Alright. I did make a vlog... I wasn't going to post it but Tai is such a nice lady that I thought, what the hell, why not. :) Plus even if I'm fat right now... it's always good to look back and have reference of what you used to look like.

Vlog #1!

And here is the space it was supposed to be in.... but Blogger won't let me upload a .wmv file? Eep. Help. What kind of file CAN I upload??? Jeez blogger.

Anywho, I'll have to do it again another day. It had a weird high pitched whine in the background anyway, Fucking Windows programming. That doesn't happen when I skype or use Corel. :P So I'll do it again in a different program (any suggestions?).

I bought new diet pills today... the ones I bought last time were the most expensive on the shelf... and were a load of hooey. Today I bought some kind of "Ultimate Fat Burner" things. Should I wait a day or two before starting a new pill? Probably. Will I? No. Not at all. According to the box 30% higher weight loss than diet and exercise alone... good! And the study was based on a 1350 cal/day diet, which I am NOT on.

Plan for tomorrow:
1) wake up early enough to stop at Safeway on the way to school.
2) Stop at safeway and buy veggies/fruit etc. (also bring apples, kiwi, and banana from home, just to save money)
3) Go to new school
4) Student teach the shit out of the students
5) Stop by the YMCA after school and hopefully I'll be able to go....

Why might I not be able to go? Well the last time I had a membership I let it lapse. And by let it lapse I mean my credit card maxed out... so I couldn't pay for it anymore. And I had like minus-a million-billion-trillion in the bank because all I did was pay bills, pay tiny pieces of credit card... then use said credit card. Now I have NO debt (other than my student loans... which I'm pretending don't exist). And I should be able to afford the gym pass all summer based on my savings accounts. Somehow I'm suddenly good with money? Well besides spending $90 on vitamins... and at least $40 a month on diet pills. :P

So hungry, I had a baby orange just now. I don't think that will put a wrench in my usual overnight "loss". Gah. I just want to hack it all off... like now! This afternoon when I was hungry I walked to the gym. That worked. I'll have to do that more often (the walking when I'm hungry, as I didn't actually use the gym).

Well, night night ladies. <3 Let's all hope for lower numbers tomorrow morning.
XOXO Nessa

Leggings in anticipation of the overdue spring!