Sickly me :(

I weighed in this morning at 214. I'm not completely surprised since I've eaten shitty all week. Actually not even shitty because I don't have any crap food in my house. But I've definitely been overeating and eating too late at night.

Today I broke my pattern of lethargic behavior. I subbed high school gym. There was an incident but I'll type about that in a little bit. Two of the three classes I taught had only a few students in them. But the last class of the day had 14 students so I joined them for at least half an hour of their soccer game. So there was that. Then I was going to go for a cruise after school but suddenly had the urge to go for a walk instead. I tried to walk around the lake path but some of the places I walked over still had lots of snow. A lot of it was hard packed but in a couple places ice sunk throuch up to my knee. About halfway around the path I gave up and walked out to the perimeter. instead of my walk being an hour, it was an hour and a half. Not as many hills and no staircases up the big rocks but still definitely a lot of incline. Hooray I actually did something. And I stayed in my calorie limit for the first time in awhile. Hopefully the scale is kind to me tomorrow morning. As a bonus, as I was walking past the pool hall Mike pulled up for his game. So I got to talk to him and give him a kiss before I left to go back home. :-)

Alright to the incident. So I was teaching some grade 9 and 10 high risk boys and they were playing basketball. I let them go for a water break and when I came back there was one boy hanging from the bars behind the backboard and two boys sitting on top of them. I told him to get down and the one boy did but the second boy gave me attitude. I asked him what part of him thought it was a good idea. He said the part where I can do whatever the fuck I want. I said you know the rules and you can either be respectful here or leave. He started swearing and I don't even remember what he said until I told him he needed to leave and as he was walking out the door he yelled over his shoulder
You're just a bitch that doesn't know anything. I ignored him and he left. I went to go check with the other teacher to see what his name was and when I walked away he poked his head back in and started swearing again. The other gym teacher call him over and asked him why he was being like this. He said he was mad that I got all up in his business and it bothered him when I asked him to stop. She said something like you know you can't act like that. And he got all mad and walked away and said something like she probably takes it up her ass on his way out. so I got to fill out a nifty incident report form. My first one ever.

Tomorrow I'm working at the clinic and then I have rehearsals like crazy all weekend. I hope I get to see Mike but it is completely possible that I won't. :-(

Wanna know the neatest thing? I dictated this whole entry to my phone. This is hard because I'm sick and losing my voice. Poor timing on my body's part. I need to just sleep all weekend so that I have voice for next weekend. Unfortunately all next week I'm booked to teach junior high which means possibly a lot of yelling. If they're awful I'm just going to call for a different sub. I don't have time for this bullshit.

Anyways, time for bed for me I need sleep if I'm going to get over this disease I have. Half of me hopes they just send me home from work tomorrow. I need the money but I feel like shit lol.

Love you all, sweet dreams

Nessa XO XO