Monday is a time for fresh starts

Don't know how much I currently weigh. But I feel gross (what's new). But this will not be another Debbie-Downer post.

This weekend was alright. Friday I didn't work I ate not bad. Had a choir dress rehearsal at 6. That dragged on foreeeeever. 6:45 and we still weren't on stage rehearsing. I hate that. We got on at 7. Rehearsed until 8:50. Went to Mike's to watch a movie after. Clayton texted me "Hi". I ignored it. Mike said "Holy Hollywood" because people are always texting me.I just said it wasn't anyone saved in my phone, because I deleted Clayton's number. But i still recognize it when i see it, can't take that out of my brain. But enough of him for now. Back to Mike. He's such a sweetie. Holding my hand and trying to put his ice pack on me all flirty like. We go to bed, he pulls me up close and trails his fingers down my sides and my back.Mmmm. Such a sweet heart. It's like he can't get enough kisses. :) In the morning he tries to put his cold water bottle on me, saying he's "sneaky" he's really not. :P But I let him think he is.

Saturday, we woke up early, but only got out of bed at 11ish. Went for lunch, his room mate and his best friend met up with us (I didn't know they were coming) I know the other two guys pretty well, so it wasn't awkward or anything. When the bills came, the waitress gave the room mate and best friend separate bills but put Mike and mine together. I snatched it up and put it in front of me on the table. We all sat around talking for a while after. When they were finally like, well shall we go? I looked down and the bill was gone. Mike looked at me and winked and mouthed the words "I'm sneaky" to me haha. I ate like shit all day Saturday. Then we had the choir concert. Went to a friends house after that. A bunch of us played a game called "Things". Went home at 3am... BINGE CITY.

Sunday was choir concert number 2. Then there was a church dinner thing. Went, with some friends. Last year, the music portion was really phenomenal because there were a few families from South Africa who were really musically talented. Those families have moved. But the evening was MUCH shorter as a result. Ate like a fucking pig at the dinner, and then after too. Ugh. Took a few laxies when I got home.

Today: No school today, it's a report card writing day for the teachers, therefore no sub work. Fuck me. :( This means no money for me. I applied for repayment assistance for student loans. I should get the paperwork by Wednesday. My car payment bounced this month... twice. I don't know why they tried twice. Anywho, I had my budget down to the penny. Usually if a payment is scheduled to come out on the same day as I'm supposed to get paid, it balances out. Apparently not this time. So there goes $90 (2 nsf charges) of my last paycheque. Oh and then something else did the same thing. Another $45. Everything seemed to balance. My netflix had come out of my account. Everything else was running smoothly, so I bought groceries  and paid bills until there was nothing left. Oh and then... paypal decides to take money out of my account... like 3 days after they say it was successfully taken out the funds, so guess what? Another $45 charge. That's almost $200 in charges when I can't even afford to pay my bills as it is. I need to find $75 to get my Manitoba teaching certificate transferred over to Saskatchewan so that I can teach in the town just over the border. It's actually closer to me than the school on the other side of town or the high school haha. Oh, and I have to pay $10 and go get a criminal background check. Oh... I should mention, Clayton texted me again last night. I asked him what he was hoping to get out of texting me. He didn't reply until this morning. I basically said I wasn't impressed with him and that he left me feeling used and manipulated. Then I said by the way i'm seeing someone now, so you don't need to text me, since we won't be hooking up anymore.

Anywho, it's gloomy inside and out :( I'm gonna go curl up with some knitting i think.

Love you all XOXO Hope your monday's have been more exciting than mine!