Day 9 - IT"S OVER!!!

WARNING: VULGAR SEX TALK IN THIS POST

In 5 hours Billy will be home with me!!

190.7 this morning, after drinking water and half a can of pop. Cannot wait to wake up in my own apartment so i can weigh myself first thing.

My upper back is killing me from that 7 minute workout. Who knew flexing your muscles as hard as possible 4 times for only 30 seconds could leave in you in so much pain? My butt also hurts like I did a shit tonne of squats.

I restricted yesterday. One meal and some soy nuts as a snack. Went to Jordana's at 11ish, she was sad over her ex. That girl is suuuuuuuuch a bitch to have hurt her this way. We had a good heart to heart. Loreena left around 1 ish and I stayed and chatted with Jordana until almost 4 in the morning. Billy texted me at 11:30 to say he was in the country! He missed me! And he has a present for me that he thinks I'll really like. I told him he didn't have to, but I'm very happy that he did. I got my period. :( I was spotting for a few days now but I was hoping that the depo would keep me from getting a period... though to be fair, it's sooooooooooo light I don't even have to use anything.. I wonder if I should chance sex... or just be up front about it and have to wait. Gah. I can barely go 4 days without sex normally, 9 days has been a stretch of the imagination.. though my sex drive pretty much disappeared when he left. Like I couldn't even masturbate... weird. Pretty sure all I need is a kiss and I'll be rearing to go. I bet if there is enough foreplay my period will be non existent. It's not even coming out of me of it's own accord anyway... just do a little tidy, get reeeeeeeeeeeally turned on and i should be good to go. Right? Yeah. I'm going to go with that one. Wish me luck.

I'm so friggin' nervous for him to come home. I don't think he's listened to the voicemails yet... he probably won't until he gets to the Manitoba border (otherwise he'd have to pay long distance to check his voice mail) which according to my map is riiiiiiiiiiiight when he gets to Flin Flon. Flin Flon is right on the border between Manitoba and Saskatchewan, part of it is even in Saskatchewan. Soooo I should be safe from any awkward until riiiiiight before he gets here. The cell phone reception for his drive home is particularly bad, so contact while they're driving will be limited. I told him pizza would be waiting for him, he said I'm the best. What does that mean? Is that the boy equivalent of I love you? Bah. He's said it like a bajillion times before he left. And as he was driving away from me his Facebook status was "I have the bestest girlfriend ever". Plan for when he comes home:

• Have perogie pizza ready for his family. 
• Kidnap Billy and whisk him back to my apartment
• Give him a new years kiss under the "Happy New Year" banner I stole from the bar
• Snuggle the shit out of him
• Possibly have some sexy time
• Fall asleep on his chest
• Wake up before him
• Give him a sexy wake up bj
• Cook him bacon
• Send him off to work with a smile on his face

If he doesn't love me after all of this, plus all of the other awesomeness I've brought to the table, he's a damn fool!

Alright. No meals until they come home. I had a small bowl of 1/2 cheerios, 1/2 all bran. Gotta keep my poops regular... without laxatives.

Ok. 3.5 hours until I turn the oven on. Then the real countdown begins.... fuuuuuuuuuuuuck I'm nervous....