Weight... I have no idea... if I had to guess right now, I'd guess like 195, then I'd cry. Not stepping on the scale until Friday.
I bailed on the cabbage soup diet. Billy invited me for dinner with his grandpa and then I realized it would be really hard to hide it from him... so instead i'll just be a workout machine... even though i'm lazy. Oh and I threw out all of the food I could binge on. Like seriously. I feel like binging so bad right now... what a fucking horrible addiction. I feel like I neeeeeed to binge, probably just out of habit. :( Luckily all i have in my house now is food that requires preparing, and fresh fruits and veggies. I want to eat a sleeve of stone ground wheat thins. And a loaf of bread. Carbs and sweets, those are my fucking kryptonite. I had some flopped fudge in my fridge that I'd been shovelling into my mouth, along with ice cream, crackers, popcorn and millions (seemingly) of other foods. They are in the trash can. Buried. I don't have any peanut butter, and I'm not sure I will replace it anytime soon.
I want to try P90X... but I'm lazy and bad at following through. I think I will try the "lean" program. Starting Monday, the first day of the health challenge.
Anywho, I'm fat and grumpy and tired. Soooooo I'll talk to you ladies later.
I've got homegrown cabbage from Dad's garden. Its the only time I eat cabbage soup!
ReplyDeleteI have a total sweet tooth, I hear you on the carb and sugar addiction! I have a small dinner coz I know I'm going for seconds of desert!
Love you <3
That habit-binge is so hard to fight. I threw out all the bingey foods in my house as well.
ReplyDeleteI got the book AND I LOVE IT!!! Thank you m'lady!
xoxoxo