Date night.... erg

Tuesday - 211.3!!!
Wednesday - 212.1 (at least it wasn't 212. 3, 4, 5, or 6!) 211.9 post poo! (smallest poo ever but I'll take it)
Thursday - 210.5!!!!! Yay! The number is going down. I even had a snack at like midnight last night because my stomach was gurgling so bad i couldn't sleep.

I've eaten so well today (Tuesday)!!! Sit-ups were a little hard this morning. But it's a work in progress right? I didn't work today, again. Shawn has been talking to me all day. My friend Paige is going to set me up with her neighbour, and she also messaged Shawn that he should go on a date with me. :P Paige is my newest man filter. I send her names, she gives her opinion. She's all wrong about Shawn though...... she thinks he's sweet and looking for a boyfriend. He is... in a way lol. But he's also getting all the action he can until he does find the right girl. Not going to happen with me, but I appreciate the conversation. Also, he's into working out and eating healthy (I think I mentioned that) so we've been talking a lot about that.

Wednesday - Sit ups were HARD this morning I worked this morning. After like 2.5 hours of sleep. Came home, ran, had supper, showered, went on date. Date was dumb. No chemistry :( We sat rather far apart on the couch until he made an excuse to sit by me. We didn't watch a movie, but we talked for two and a half hours. I feel like if he knew the total real me, he would not like it lol. When I went to leave, he asked if he could call me again, and I said sure. He asked if he could kiss me again. I said maybe. He was thrown off by this. Ugh. Just friggin do it. It was alright. Not a bad kiss or anything. But my "3 date rule" is meant to keep me from jumping your bones. (when have i ever actually followed it?) The rule is there, but I should want to jump your bones right away. anywho. I was more excited at seeing Mike had texted me when I checked the time, than the prospect of a second date. I wanted to go to the bathroom and sneak a reply in. Arg. I didn't though. I waited until I got home and woke him up lol. I'm a jerk.

Thursday - Sit ups were easier today. Hooray :)Worked at the school a half hour away in the far away next town over lol. Horn lesson after school. Then quickly fed myself and got ready for my meeting. Dewy texted me as I was going to my meeting, something about realizing he hadn't given me his cell number. Ugh. I didn't even want to reply. I mean, he has a 7 and a 4 year old. That's not even it. Just no chemistry in that way. But I'll give him a second, and possibly a third date to know for sure. Might as well. I don't have a whole lot else going on Kat and Kelly suggested the same thing.... other than rehearsals for a play, a musical, being Trout Festival Secretary, subbing, and now about to start working at the clinic, i've got loads of free time. Mike texted me this evening, and I got a little twinge, even though we're not together, I'm still attracted to him. Kat says whatever we are is something between friends with benefits and dating. Whatevs. I know what I'm doing. . . . since I clearly have so much experience in this department. Anyway. Hollee is mad at me. There's drama going on now. We were supposed to go see the (male) strippers tomorrow night but that probably won't happen, but I'll have to update you on the drama tomorrow. I'm dead tired.

Love you all,
XOXO Nessa